I have blown this entire work day off. I’ve been obsessively blogging, stat checking, email checking, facebook checking, and music listening. Really obsessive music listening? Yes, I get into a loop with an album or a song and just can’t get enough.
8.5% of the country is looking for work, and I just wasted a whole day at an obscene hourly rate.
My first diagnosis (before bipolar) was Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Why to we capitalize our disorders? Are we venerating them? I was told by my psychologist that bipolar folks are often misdiagnosed as OCD or ADD. But can you have all three, cuzzzzzz, I think I could make a pretty good case for that.
This is a brand new blog (I have 5 others), and I just wanted to give this thing a kick start (or so I tell myself). This’ll be my 5th post today. I guess I have a lot to say on the outset.
This obsessive behavior today (if not OCD), is likely a precursor to hypomania. This is how it started last time. I need to learn how to this kind of behavior…if that is possible.