I didn’t sleep a wink last night. This happens once or twice month. I’ll be honest, I’m not feeling very good right now. I’m choking down a bowl of generic Cheerios (Toasty O’s), to ease the tightness in my stomach. I will chase it with a bite of fresh ginger root for the nausea. It works pretty well.
And the sucky part of this is that it’s probably all my fault. I spent a lot of time yesterday, obsessively blogging while I should have been doing my job. The obsessive behavior eventually spiked my mood into a hypomania, and as you know, mania makes it difficult (or unnecessary) to sleep. When I’m truly manic, I don’t feel the fatigue that I’m feeling right now. But I was manic enough not to sleep, nonetheless.
I’m afraid I’ll be forced to put this blog on the back burner if I can’t learn to control my obsessive tendencies. It’s just not worth losing sleep over.
At some point, I’ll probably have to admit that blogging is a trigger for me, but not today.
It’s days like this when I really miss caffeine.