(from April 16, 2012…forgot to publish it)
Lithium works like a muthasucka. I’ve been level as a table top…a table top that is really level. So now what? I just go on being normal for the rest of my life?
The responsible adult in me is totally cool with that. But the crazy freak in me is feeling a little neglected. Like, when I see someone with an above normal mood elevation I get a little jealous. I want to jump on whatever ride they’re on. Do you know what I mean? But, I just don’ feel it.
I don’t feel the crazy anymore.
It’s been more than two months since I started lithium. People are noticing a positive difference. I see the difference, too. It’s good. No more embarrassing scenes. No more angry outbursts. No more insomnia (mostly).